why??

Well, today I am definitely in a bad mood. And I was yesterday also!!

Today I am currently 11dpIUI (11 days after my IUI)
My progesterone level was 14.8 7 days after my positive OPK, which is the very highest it has ever been!!! So of course, it gave me hope!! Lotssss of it!!

I was in my parents front yard yesterday, and just glancing over at the clovers, then I found a four leaf clover!! I had never ever found one in my life! I kept glancing at them, and ended up finding 2 five leaf clovers! Then I ended up finding all of these!

I took a pregnancy test after finding all of those! I thought man!! Luck is on my side today!! And of course the test malfunctioned on me!! So I go buy a different kind. And well, here is the result. :(

So, I try to not let it bother me, but then I can't get ahold of Steven! All night, not one text or call!! Nothing worries me, or stresses me out worse than not getting ahold of him. :( granted he was at work, but still! 

And today, I can definitely tell that my period is going to show up at any moment!! Grrrr. 

I have been spending time with my family, and I thought it would help me get my mind off my two week wait, but it has not helped! Even when I am doing stuff, I am still thinking about a test! But, when I am with my niece Abby, it definitely helps! 

I am hoping my mood gets better, but who knows!  

For now, I think I'll have some cheap Chinese food, and a coconut iced white mocha.