Well, I have no idea what else to label this as...But this is me.....And some of my random thoughts tonight.....
I have been doing really good....I have been happy, and staying positive....until tonight....
It is hitting me....I'm getting really sad, and terrified.
I am sad that I was pregnant, and now I am not. I am sad that I never got to see my baby, or hear a heartbeat, or see the heartbeat.
I am terrified that it will happen again! I see more people have multiple miscarriages, rather than just one. I'm terrified of getting another positive test.
I was so excited to try again, and now I am just terrified.....
I was hoping that I would get pregnant again, right away...but I would have to ovulate for that to happen, and well, I have to take medication to make me ovulate...So chances are I won't conceive right away.....
I am happy that I did conceive, but I am having to start all over again...Back to square one....Not to mention the emotions are worse now, and the want is even stronger. Does this ever get easier?
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