Tomorrow is the day......
The day I have been waiting for, for what seems like forever!!!
I FINALLY get prescribed medication to help me ovulate!!!!
The medication I am being prescribed which is Letrozole, also known as Femara is actually for breast cancer in women after menopause...Which kinda has me freaked out.....But I have read, and heard SOO many success stories about it!! And it makes it sooo hard not to get my hopes up when I read that people have been TTC for years, and on their first cycle of Letrozole, they conceive!! I know this isn't a typical result, but oh my gosh!! I can't help but get my hopes up!! I wouldn't have my hopes so high, if there were other complications going on!! But, my husbands SA is nearly PERFECT!! My tubes, and uterus are just how they should be, and the ONLY problem we got going right now, is that I am not ovulating every month...Some months, yes....But mainly not....
Womp wompppp!!! D:
But I am superrr hopeful, but I have also been a nervous wreck!! I was down the 10lbs on Friday morning, and well, I have been still eating super healthy, going on daily walks, and my weight has been going up and down, so I am VERY nervous for tomorrow, and stressed!!!
And I am super bloated, and miss aunt flow decided to visit me yesterday, obviously bad timing, but glad she held off long enough for me to shed the 10lbs, so I don't have to wait a whole nother cycle before medication!!
I really hope my Dr, doesn't try to hassle me for the last POUND!! I have been walking AT LEAST a mile every single day, and even jogging a little more each day during my walk!!
This all feels so surreal right now, that I can't even explain how happy I am!! I get really emotional when I think about it.....I am really, finally, getting on the medication!! It is so hard to believe, that it almost seems to good to be true!!
I also cannot believe how many people we have supporting, praying, and rooting for us!! That in itself is overwhelming!! I feel truly blessed, and just one thing missing!! <3
Also, I have to admit......
I bought my first baby item a week or so ago....It is the most cutest outfit, and I love owls, and I just had to have it!! I saw it a couple months ago at Fred Meyer, for $20, my husband thought I was crazy, because we obviously don't know whether it will be a boy or a girl, but I had to have it!! I wanted it badly, but I didn't get it!! Well, we were there, and I went to the baby section, of course, and was looking for that one specifically...Well, they had ONE left, literally!! In size 0-3, which obviously would be the ideal size to buy something in!!! And it was marked down to $10!! I really had to get it this time!! I told my husband, I don't care if you think I am crazy, I have to get this!!! So, it has been hanging in my closet, and I use it as a motivation! I am not going crazy, and buying tons of stuff, this is the only item. I have, and plan on having! Until we are actually pregnant, of course!! Its super cute, right?!?! And on the sides of the little shoes are a super cute flower! I am in love!!
Take deep breaths and keep the faith! Make sure the doctor knows how you have been walking every day and intend to keep doing it and keeping the healthy diet. Your dedication for getting pregnant will carry over as a Mama too. Prayers and love coming your way as always.
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